Tomorrow will suck and so will the day after.
They’re finally installing the solar backup system and they’ll be here early. I hate getting up early. It should all be done in two days. I hope everything goes smoothly. I wish I could go to sleep and wake up in the future when it’s all done, but I’ve been having to take charge of more stuff around here since my parents are getting old, and it’s not just their age but also their health.
Unfinished business has always bothered me, waiting for something, etc. It feels like I can’t fully focus on what I want when there’s something I need to get done and it sucks when you can’t just get it over with and move on quickly. I just keep reminding myself that things will be much better after these two awful days of mornings, noise and messes are done.